Archive for February, 2012

Here is another video that I really like. Sometimes it is so hard to keep on remembering that God is faithful and in control of everything. Even when it feels like the world is crashing down around you, and that hopes and dreams are being shattered.

But He is.

Praise you in this storm

The other day I gave up, gave in and stopped fighting. It was awful.

I knew that I would regret it afterwards. I knew it wasn’t what God wanted for me. I knew that I was giving up on a good five months without having done any damage. But I just didn’t care.

Afterwards, I didn’t feel any better. In fact I threw up. Not clever. I’m not even sure what it did help really.

Now it is time to slowly start climbing back onto that wagon, step by step and day by day.

I sing in a Gospel choir, and one of the songs we sing is going round and round in my head: “I want Jesus to walk with me”. Right now, that is so true. He is my only hope.